Franky's Supah Journal

But I'm not

I regret many things I've done and a lot of the choices I've made, my character just won't let me turn dark and evil. I usually just laugh of everything that comes my way. In fact, a lot of the inspiration for my personality and creativity comes from what I see in anime. Admittedly, I used feel deep pain whenever someone insulted me.
I mean, damn, some dude tried to rape me when I was like 7! Just so you, dude=man in this scenerio...
But I guess that so much happened to me, and then I saw characters on anime like Luffy laugh at the people who rejected him and insulted him.
So, I guess the lesson here is that when someone hurts you, it's better to laugh about and leave it be, and you have to learn to laugh at yourself.
I mean, c'mon, I used to weigh like 250 at the age of 13, someone obviously was gonna insult me, but now, some of those insults that I laughed off and somewhat admitted to have helped to strive to myself into a better person.
Oh, wait, that's another lesson; admitting to your own faults and things that people laugh at you for makes it easier take when people insult you about it. Plus, many of those people get their kicks out of your reaction, so if you change your reaction, or better yet, just ignore them, than they'll probably go away.
For example: There is a kid, whose name I will not mention, at my school, whom everyone picks on and insults mercilessly. The massive amount of hate as turned him into a stubborn crybaby, and that is precisely why people laugh at; what they molded him into! I took upon myself to tell him what I'm telling you now, and he's getting better. He hasn't been as rash and sensative as he once was.
Another example is my best friend: He has come to me several times now saying that people dislike him and insult him for who he is... he has asked me about girls as well... and he believes that it's somewhat about his looks, not his personality. So I actually told him how I've been losing weight, and I'm not sure he did it, but I bet it would help.
Lastly, I used to use my strength and size to intimidate others so that I wouldn't be insulted, but that's all in the past.